I am going mad, I think, I have to take a break...

today I think, I made 2 most foolish stalemate which saves my opponent from loosing. I am 500 elo higher them him.......

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GoodBye lichess for nearly a month.

i hope you come back stronger but isnt a month too long time for a chess break,wouldnt a week away from chess be more reasonable?